meggyville2009

It's been a long road from when I last posted in this journal to today. And it was a much needed revelation to be sure. I'll just keep it simple since going through telling the long road wouldn't really help my current mindset. Two months ago, he crossed the last boundary line. That final breaking point where all my trust and respect and self assurance with him was completely sundered. And I finally just said, "I am done with this failed and overall dead relationship. We're getting a divorce and I want you out of my life in entirety." No more 'last chances' and no more 'I am sorry I will do better' from him. It's far too obvious that the marr

Yeah. I'm still alive. I just am not on DA very much anymore. But since the past few months have been really difficult, it's not that surprising. To be candid the whole year was a roller coaster of hardship and struggle. With November taking the last straw. I expected the holiday season to be just like all the others. Full of disappointment and melancholy. And my expectations were met in spades. The phrase "Expect the worst and you shant be disappointed" tend to be my life motto at this rate. Which is why I finally put my foot down. To those of you that know me personally, you are aware my marriage has never been easy or perfect. In fact it

Okay so I was doing my usual surf through my news feed on Facebook to see what was going on with people I know and family and such. And I came across something that literally made me so sick to my stomach I had to retch. Apparently, someone decided it was a great idea to post a video that was HIGHLY graphic in nature to a page. Where anybody (adult, kid, martian, etc) can just bring it up and view it. And it was over a subject that in it of itself is highly sensitive to God knows how many individuals. So the fact I found this, at 1 am, when I’m dealing with a lot of personal issues was the last thing I wanted to have happen. Yes I agree